| see things in another angle |
[Mar. 12th, 2009|02:24 pm] |
has been slacking home, looking for jobs online, cooking etc; didn't really have the time to blog.
dont sow discord.
Many things had happened recently regarding relationships, not for me, but others. shouldn't couples be truthful to one another? what is the point of lying to each other for own benefits? Then, might as well don't be together. Just treat each other like ur family, so that they can understand you further. long lost feeling? you should know when to draw the line, don't be mean.
because i have found someone whom i treat , like a family.
This is love. |
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| first day of freedom! |
[Feb. 26th, 2009|01:24 am] |
eh! I have the time in the world now and i'm gonna PARTY PARTY PARTY.
YES, i received my PINK HEELS AND CHOC BOOTS!
They are pretty, arent they?
I totally in love with these!:)
back to today's paper. I guess i wouldn't do well for this one because i made lots of stupid careless mistake. wahaha but nvm. I'm so gonna give myself some credits for i have been mugging hard for this exam. Maine should know! :) i have been calling her, and sounding panicky and irritating as i kept bugging her about the modules and flooding her with all my nonsense.
YES, i'm gonna work hard and have my travellings soon! |
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| 30 days |
[Feb. 25th, 2009|02:05 am] |
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marked 25 feb, my last paper on wed for fashion buying and marketing. I don't like the date 25th, no one knows why, but me, myself. Chucking everything aside to focus on my papers this time round. Panicky, paranoiac ,describes me. I guess, its gonna be party -time for J now. I will be meeting Grace for drinking to bottoms up for my last paper in singapore polytechnic in the night. however, i am not feeling how i should be feeling all this while. What exactly am i thinking in my mind? Maybe, I am just escaping from everything that is happening to me to make myself feel better. I will leave all to thinking , in my heart, in my mind. Time will help me thru this, and heal me isn't it?
I'm depressed!
maybe its due to the monthly pms that is coming my way. and ulcers are conquering me like a battlefield in my mouth. I'm missing out the lullaby and the healing medicine by J, the calling, the teasing. I am so gonna watch He's just not that into you later. Who cares whether if there is anyone accompanying me for that, no harm, being alone. yes, might be having a movie marathon by myself if possible.
The last paper, not concentrating, i can;t keep myself focused for just that one afternoon, as a variety show in taiwan caught me going. Listening to their grievances, i felt i'm better. Daddy said:" you will only cry when you really love that person." Mum thought otherwise, and they began to start their war as usual by debating this topics, as dad is being sentimental and mum is being realistic. but i guess, this is why they got together as it creates a spark with their different personalities.
Oh man, back to my thinking. I need to be free.
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